I'm back! :)

My god it's been forever hahahahha hello to whoever's reading this!

2 whole years :O !!!!!!

Well I hope everyone's been doing gooooood :) I've been okay, doing much better since I've figuratively completely removed myself from social media hahahahha.
I don't know why I'm back on here again tbh. Mostly because I'm just up early and bored (it's 5:40am now).
Secondly because I kinda miss blogging or more like i miss going on and on about myself and my day and my emotions and posting it online letting the world read it actually does give one some form of satisfaction HAHAHA
Anyyyhooooo.

My life for the past two years has been preeetttyyy.....interesting.
First things first I'm proud to say that last year, in 2015, I've probably only stepped into a club 5 times (or less).
And this year I've yet to club at all. Yes my drinking habits has changed. Okay only technically.
I still enjoy beer and wine but in the comforts of my home with my laptop infront of me and earpiece plugged in whilst enjoying we are harlot, papa roach, nickelback, kenny rogers and abba (when I've had too much LOL).
WELL YES I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT THE SHIT PERIOD OF MY TEENAGE LIFE WHERE CLUBBING WAS 'THE LIFE' HAS BEEN LONG GONE, AND YES i really do feel the need to get this out there because that was the kind of image I built for myself back in the day, no? Aha!
Well, I'm an adult now (totally don't feel like one though).

I've completed my O levels, and am gna graduate from my fashion design&marketing diploma course in october this year. Yep finally got on a path with a goal and some form of direction.

Back in the start of 2015 I've changed my number and broken contact with a whole bunch of people, which to this day I still somewhat regret because I did that in an extremely selfish and ridiculous manner as they did not wrong me in any particular way. I just felt like that was what's best for myself and my future, and I guess to this day it has proven to be quite true. So, no guilt.
Just maybe the sporadic thought that occurs telling me I could have been kinder about it. Which I then repeat in my mind that sometimes in life we do have to put ourselves first, which I did, which is the one thing I'd never regret.

I'm in a happy (super happy 100% i am going to marry him) blissful yet dysfunctional relationship with the love of my life (l-o-l what a cliche thing to say), Alexander Bora Maranion Ganapathi who believe it or not, was my very first crush when I was 13. We've been together 1 year 5 months since october 2014 hahahahah.
Dysfunctional because of the corny I hate you arguments and fuck you fuck off this is over blahblahs then a call back in the morning, 10 minute crying from me or him and then blahblahblahblah everything's fine again.
But, I'm happy with him. My baby step-siblings are now 2 and 1 year+ and making the house noisier a lot livelier as each day passes. Which is good, this house has been dead for as long as i could remember.
It's great to finally see my dad smile again though the grey hairs on his head are sprouting x100 faster and his hairline seems like it's fallen back 2 inches causing his forehead to gradually morph into a giant square ROFL

My little doggy snowie, is 16 years old now, still with me but not as active as before. He's getting old and is unable to see or hear as clearly as before. It makes me sad, but that day will come eventually. Just gonna make him happy and stay assured that he's lived a long, complete life filled with love and affection till then.

I've made a few new friends throughout these 2 years who's brightened up my life, actual friends, to my surprise as well they don't smoke or drink. I'm the shit of the group LOL.

So yeah, life is good.
I'll post again tomorrow :)

Here's a bunch of picture updates in ascending order from jan 2015 (went to the new years party at sentosa!) till now~~~~:

Mi amor, senior Alejandro HAHAHAHAH

New year's 2015 with my girls :)

Valentine's Day 2015 with Alex :)

Made the dumbest decision of my life '15 to bleach my hair red and get extensions right after that totally fried my hair LOL.....we got a promise ring and bullshat to everyone that we were engaged HAHAHAHAH..

As you can see my hair faded but the extensions stayed red (hideous omg). Had a trip to Melaka fr 4 days and stayed in the Holiday Inn Suite :) Their nyonya cuisine was the point of that trip. Apparently lost 2 kilos when i was back tho, TO MY PLEASANT SURPRISE HAHAHA

A wonderful and memorable night out back then with my mum, alex and my best friend shanny (still my best friend :) yay), we all got drunk at this pub (i can't rmb the name of it) in bugis plus and took so many pictures at their outdoor sitting area on the rooftop hahaha

So since the red faded SNIP SNIP SNIP I CHOPPED ALL MY HAIR OFF. BOY HAIRCUT PERIOD FOR ME, which i thoroughly enjoyed but wouldn't do again cuz it made me feel fatter. Like really. Short hair DOES make you look fatter if you're already short and chubby like me.
That was shortlived tho, my roots started growing out and jeez i just realized like seriously I care way too much about my hair. Like rly all these years of my life, the 'beauty' thing i care most about is hair cuz my hair is forever changing LOL.
So my roots starting growing out, i dyed my hair back to dark brown, and...got extensions again! LOL

I LOVED IT SO MUCH THOUGH. FAVOURITE HAIR OF THE YEAR. 

Then since I felt so much happier, wasn't clubbing as often (i find tht hard for whoever's reading this to believe tho since in a few of these pictures i do have beer or wine in the frame but believe me hahahahaa it's been a long time since i've gotten dead drunk. figuratively forever since i've been drunk. really.)

Anyway, since i've felt much happier and back to myself again. I went back to painting :) did these two small paintings last year with what i believe is poster paint for kids tht i got from ikea for $6.50 on impulse LOL!!!

Was pretty pleased with these paintings too :) So my exams were over, and i went on it's the ship 2015 with mel! We got an amazing last minute ticket deal for only $300+!!! :O :O IKR
Piccccieeessss:

AND I GOT A PICTURE WITH HIRZI I LOVE HIM OK L-O-V-E HIM: 

Then it's 2016~~~ and i started on my fashion design course in MDIS in february :)

met these lovely people that i'm thankful to have in school and in my life :)
Lastly, a few more recent photos of me now:

And that's about it :) Hahahahah. I'm glad I updated. Checked on my stats and to my surprise this blog is still getting an average of 1000+ views monthly, so I guess theres at least some normal people who still read this space of mine (Apart from the creeps and weirdos or no-lifers who just wants to see if i'm dead yet HAHAHAHA)
All in all, I'm happy with how my life is going now. There's still struggles of course, it's not an array of unicorns and rainbows lel but I'm learning and growing much more as each day passes.

So there ya go :)

P.S: I'm back on ask.fm again and would love to answerany of your questions if ya'll need advice or someone to talk to or anything :) Same account, @qtpuffpie. Lots of love xoxoxoxoxo