Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Close to nothing

Almost took K. But didnt.
Thats a step in a good direction, I guess?
Fuck the whole I had a second chance at life shit youre all feeding me with.
I cannot deal with this Im fucking falling apart.
All these ciggarettes pills and alcohol are by far the only bits and pieces of hope I've left in me.
The only things I look forward to every morning. Or night supposedly, when i wake up.

1. It'll be great if weed was cheaper.
2. It'll be better if meth was easier to get.
3. It'll be perfect if my body shuts down and I'm gone.

I'm sorry that I've failed you. Sorry that I've failed me too. It's just the limit. I really can't.

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