I miss him.

I misa you so much my dearest.
I miss you so so much.
I want you here by my side now.
I'm so sorry for everything, I want you here.
I just want you here with me, I want to be with you forever.
You're the one I want to be with.
It has always been you my mind has never changed.
And nothing will change it.
I love you.
And only you.
Only you..theres no other like you.
I can't stop crying every night.
Every single fucking night of my life.
I have to see your face at least once per day.
I have to...i have to hear your voice everyday.
It just breaks my heart to know tht I cant be with you now because of edwin.
Because I cant hurt him.
I really hope you can understand..you're always so understanding.
And i'm so sorry.
Im trying to hard to be strong. Im really really trying..but I cant.
I just miss you so much.