Why?

I knw its wrong, but what can I do?
Is it my fault tht I ALWAYS have to think of YOU every single fkn day of my life?
I don't want this. But its just th way things are.
I do not want this at all, I want all this to end.
Maybe give me some medicine or smth tht makes me frget abt you. Or smth..
But as much as i wna forget you, I still wna rmb you fr th rest of my life.
I cnt frget you, is it my fault tht that cnt be accomplished too?
Why am I such a liar?
I am lying to myself, and to th rest of the world.
Lol.
Why am i so foolish too?
lol.
ha.
hahahaha.