I suddenly feel like taking them again.
Just a few more this time, maybe 18 pills and it'll be enough.
I don't know why either. It just comes so suddenly.
Maybe there's really something wrong with me.
Maybe I really do have some mental problem.
I have considered jumping out the window tho,
but i don't want that kind of horrid memory to be left in my home.
I don't understand why I care about that either.
Suicide is like such a selfish thing to do but yet I'm trying to figure out how to be courteous about it.
Isn't that worse..?
I just can't do anything right now. I don't want to do anything.
I just wanna sleep.
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