Dedication to my love.

HAI GUYS. HEHEHEHE I AM BACKIE.
DIDJU MISS ME :3 :3 *Super bhb smile+hairflip* i know you did *super bhb smile+hairflip x2*
LOL k not funny.
Heheheh anyways.
Ignatius chia wei en. *Stares*
This post is specially dedicated to you my sweetheart. So you better read it slowly (with emotions.)
(and tears.)
(TEARS OF JOY I MEAN.)
(yes. ok. here goes.)
Well before i start i'm definitely not one of those sweet&chummy4evah kind of girls so,

pardon me if i'm insensitive (and straightforward) here. HAHAHAHAHAAHA.

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The first time I actually met this blackieboy. hohoho this is gna be interesting.
LOL. We chatted and webcammed on facebook for a few times already, before I actually met him.
But the thing is.
This son of a *bleep* wasn't actually interested in me at first wtf...*self confidence+esteem level : -99999.*
idk why he wasn't attracted to me -___-
I swear I actually tried to seem cute on the webcam ok wtf i even wore my kitty jacket LOL
k maybe i tried too hard and it just became revolting.
Anyway. THO HE DIDNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HOW ADORABLE I AM (HAHAHA K NO),
I WAS HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HIM. Idk why tho.
It's like we were webcamming then I found him so cute right especially when he was talking to his mother,
then idk i just found him attractive LOL and then yeah i just didn't wanna off the webcam no matter what so HAHAHAAH even when i went to get food i left it on HAHAHAHAAH being like
'ok wait ah i go eat something wait ahh'

*ZOOM!!!*

*BRINGS FOOD BACK TO LAPTOP TO EAT*

LOL.
Anyway.
The first time we met. was 3am++ at clementi.
I, PERSONALLY, TOOK A CAB, FROM PASIR RIS TO CLEMENTI, TO MEET HIM.
BUT APPARENTLY IT WAS NOT HIM THAT WANTED TO ACTUALLY MEET ME.
He was with his friend and the both of them were bored so his friend asked him to ask someone to go meet them (wtf) and he asked me.
BLOODY BALLS OF SATAN THAT MINION CHIA. -_- heartbreak okay.
ANYWAY.
So i did.
HAHAHAHAHA.

And my first impression of him : 

FAT BUTT.

His first impression of me :

FAT GIRL.

can i please cry..
LOL.
And so i went to his house. (eh srsly la this sounds v wrong)

K BEFORE ANY PERVERTED ASSHOLE THINKS THAT WE WERE ONENIGHTSTANDING OR WTV SHIT.
NO. ITS NOTHING LIKE THAT. FULLSTOP. *suspicions cleared*

So yeaaaah we drank together the first time we met LOL baileys and he knocked out and i was sitting there like a bored freak.
reading his singapore ghost stories books wtf hahahahahaha.

The beautiful us on the first day that we got together (': sigh. 

We were such qtpies. Hahahah. I had no idea that this guy over here would ask me to be his gf,

no wait. WAIT.

PROCLAIM me as his gf on the very same day that we were having a drink with my parents, LOL.

This was about....2 days after the first time we met, HAHAHA and seriously. 

We met up every single day after that. LOL. Anyway.

Maybe we were both a little high.

Actually we both WERE high. Damn this sounds so wrong already wtf...it's like he was obliged to get with me or something because of alcohol.

Omg. *paranoid moment* okay wtf no LOL he was not drunk he knew what he was saying.

Anyway. This is gna be too funny.

We were officially bf and gf around midnight of 120812. And, to make things alot more retarded,

we got together outside the public toilet of a kopitiam. 

-___-...

LOL. what was i thinking...baby i should've totally rejected you and walked away you know.

Be like 'ew wtf srsly you're asking me to be your gf outside a public toilet well NO and gudbye' 

AHAHAHAAH k jk.

Anyway, we were both cute little birdies.

Met almost everyday. and honestly..we never quarrelled. LOL 

Anyway.

That kinda sums up how we got to know each other, and how we got together. ((((:

well, that's how I remember it HAHAHAHA excluding all the sweet little things I keep in my heart. 

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1) HIS SLEEPING HABITS.

I swear...ignatius is the HEAVIEST sleeper I have EVER met in my entire life.

I. MEAN. IT.

He did tell me that he was a heavy sleeper before we got together haha,

BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD BE THIS SERIOUS.

He sleeps like a PIG. And gosh when you wake him up in a rude manner, he goes all *HITLER TEMPER* on you. LOL.

IT'S FUCKING ANNOYING.

We could be like watching a movie halfway and suddenly *wild snoring starts*

I turn to look at him and oh wow he's asleep. -.-

*watches movie alone* 

THE MOMENT I SEE HIM WRAP HIMSELF UP IN HIS BLANKET.

ITS LIKE THAT'S IT. HERE WE GO. NO TURNING BACK NOW. 

I GIVE IT 5 MINUTES.

-5 mins later-

-.- .

-skips numbers 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.-

Apparently I just realised that his sleeping is the only thing i can't stand about him LOL.

Yeap, my boyfriend is that perfect people. HAHAHAHAHA. :3

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1) How understanding he is.
2) How much of a pussy he can be.
3) How his hugs makes me feel so safe and warm.
4) His snoring.
5) How he tolerates all of my nonsense/moodswings/attitudes.
6) How he hates girls being too skinny (because im fat HAHA) (or maybe because he knows i'll get so affected if he appears to like girls being skinny so he fakes it to make me happy) / how he pretends to hate girls being skinny LOL HAHAHAA.
7) How I can bitch about him and he'll bitch along with me instead of getting annoyed HAHAHA.
8) HOW HE LOVES TO EAT BECAUSE I LOVE FOOD TOO :3
9) The way he sounds when he speaks cuz he has a short tongue HAHAHAHA it's too qt.
10) Him just being him.

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Tho there's so many things that I can't stand about him LOL.

It's like, after being with him.

I always felt so happy nevertheless.

And I don't mean like hehehaha smiling everyday happy, there's definitely times where i would just give him my fuckface because he's just so damn annoying. But I mean truly, happy. 

It's not everyday that you come across someone who bothers to take the time to understand you,

listen to your problems. And it's not every friend you've got who's willing to be there for you 24/7.

Whenever life took a shit on me, he was always, always there.

And the only one who sat by my side and wiped my tears away. I mean it lol. like literally.

He was the only person that truly cared. (well him and my best friend edwin and my mum)

And he understood all the fucked up feelings i felt inside out.

I never felt lonely when I had him around.

Whenever i was upset, he would make sure that he puts a smile back on my face.

And inside, I knew he was the one for me. The one i'm gonna marry. 

He was that someone who walked into my life.

And made it so colourful and BLISSFUL.
LOL not that it was black and white emo shit before, it was already pretty colorful.

But he like increased saturation x100000 + adds 9999 filters HAHAHAHAHA.

He made my world beautiful. The most beautiful that it can ever be.
I just felt so safe and secure around him too (sidenote: i now believe in the thing ppl say about 'how girls are more attracted to guys who give them security cuz it's pretty true to me lolsie)

But yeah. I don't think anything more needs to be said hahaha tho i can go on and on about this.

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My lovely qt boy,

I never thought that I would ever have anyone like you walk into my life.

Someone so special and beautiful, inside and out. ^_^ (okay i know some ppl might think that it's a leetle gay to call a guy beautiful but you are beautiful so whatever.)

I love you, so so so much. 

You're the one that I wanna spend the rest of my life with (:
We shall have 7 kids in the future, HAHA but for now, we needa get both of our futures sorted out first.
I must get my diplomas. ugh.

Thank you for being such a wonderful and amazing boyfriend to me. 

Tho we've have so many ups and downs, and a few rough moments here and there,

I swear that you're the one that's got the special spot in my heart.
And there's only room for one.

Ignatius Chia Wei En, I love you.

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