Okay hi. So i've been relatively pissed off lately.
Idk why either. I don't even feel like me anymore. Oh god why. Just why.
I desperately need to rant like, NEED to till i don't even care hahahaha so HI.
Wassup.
How's it goin'?
anyway.
I used to be this. Prideful. Arrogant. Smart. Princessy. Spoilt. Full of herself prick-headed brat.
I was always pampered. Always got what I wanted.
Always had my fucking way in whichsoever way whensoever I wanted to.
And there was nothing anyone could say bout it.
And by talking about this particular side of my character, I'm directing it towards how things are when I'm around my Boyfriend.
Hell yeah. I used to be spoilt. Any guy that was called 'my boyfriend' , would never have it easy.
Always had to step back and let me have my way.
I was always right, they were always wrong and there was nothing else to be said about whatever.
It was just. Like. Man like I was the bitchy classy boss and they would be the timid, passive secretary of mine that follows me around like a little puppy.
But now? It's like.......GOSH.
I'm having all these stupid pointless fights where I'm called over-sensitive. LIKE WHAT THE HELL.
I'M NOT.
IT'S PISSING ME OFF SO DAMN MUCH THAT I CAN'T EVEN.
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.
Is it wrong that I get jealous when you talk to other girls? Is it wrong for me to not like it when I see other girls talking about me in a way which I deem is 'negative'? (and it WAS pretty negative may add.)
Like I don't care who the hell she is but wth don't be talking about me like I'm some piece of trash.
Especially to my own boyfriend.
And it's like when I see other girls so called flaring up at you you're all like 'okok relaxxxx!'
Then when I flare up you're all like 'Fucktard.' 'Oversensitive freak.' 'Fucking hell' etcetc
WELL EXCUSE MY FLARE-UPS FOR ACTUALLY BEING SO MUCH MORE 'PISSING' THAN THEIRS.
IF THAT'S THE CASE THEN I'D BE DAMNED. -.-
Like wth seriously i'm not even fucking oversensitive.
Okay fine MAYBE at times I am. But I don't wnna freaking admit something as downgrading and bashing as that when I'm already in a foul mood. Can't you get that?
And like can't you step aside for a moment just to think about why I'd be so pissed off?
It's because I care. -.-
Like, I actually give a fuck to the point that my mood would be affected.
So excuse me again for being too nosey that I had to just peek at your damn twitter to see who you were talking to.
Then again when I think about it, it's just a damn social network.
Bitch if your boyfriend isn't gna be talking to other people then wtf do you even expect him to be doing on something called a 'SOCIAL NETWORKING SITE' ?
ok fine, i'm just going full retard here.
You win then. So be it.
And yknow what else. Since I'm already on full retard mode here anyway I'd might as well just take it to the next damn level and go maximum-asian-expert-retard on you then.
I hate how you know so many girls. I HATE IT. It's like wtf are you a sugar daddy -.-
OKAY NOT TO BE INSULTING DON'T BE INSULTED. TUNE YOUR SENSITIVITY LEVEL DOWN A NOTCH JUST FOR NOW BECAUSE THESE ARE MY RANTS WHEN MY SENSITIVITY LEVEL IS AT IT'S TIP TOP PEAK, JUST A GENTLE REMINDER HERE YEAH.
So ya. WHAT THE FUCK MAN! -.-
Like.....ughhhh...k it's no problem that you've best friends that a girls.
Those I'm totally fine with. BUT THOSE ONLINE ONES THAT ARE LIKE...ALWAYS TWEETING TO YOU. IT'S LIKE WTF DO YOU WANT GTFO BITCH OMG BURN AND DIE OKAY JUST SHOO.
Maybe it's because on my period now which is why I'm acting like a crazy chimpanzee but i don't give a damn.
I'M PISSED HERE! SO LISTEN. (unless you don't care, then well, yeah you can always LEAVE.)
Yknow if you were with me when i was me last year you'd be begging me to let you break up with me.
I'd be treating you ten times worse like a fucking dog with a chain on your neck and you'd have nothing to say about it.
I'd be treating you like shit and loving you like a prince the next moment.
Hell. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'M TRYING TO BE BETTER FOR YOU.
WELL SORRY IF IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH IDK WTF YOU WANT.
OMG I'M SO ANGRY.
FUCK THIS.
It's like you know to be fucking honest. I've never felt this way to any other guy before you.
YOU KNOW THAT OR NOT YOU STUPID DUMB FOOL. White hair. Thing. _|_
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I want to punch your damn teeth out. Irritating. It's like you mean so much to me.
And I don't even know why. I can just fuck anyone off as easy as *flick*
But bloody hell just because of that small, little, argument we had this afternoon.
AND THOSE 3 OF YOUR PATHETIC TWEETS CALLING ME A FUCKTARD
I'M BOTHERED ALL THE WAY TILL NOW.
YEAH.
I'M PATHETICALLY PATHETIC.
:(
can you just like reply me now.
:'( i want to cry.
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