Monday, March 21, 2011

Be happy Bella.

Its hard to stay strong when you miss someone.
Even harder to smile and mean it when all you feel and think about inside is memories and pain.
Smth pressing down so hard on your chest tht you can hardly breathe.
Cos you knw tht you can lie to the world but nvr to yourself no matter how hard you try.
The truth always finds a way back into your head, no matter how much you push it away, or try not to think of it.
And that hurts.
The truth hurts.
But as the world likes to say, it's something called "life" .
And what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
The weird thing is.
The person you gotta be at your strongest to let go of.
Is the only one who's capable of making you crumble and fall.
And things just get harder, and harder each day.
It gets so much harder to fake a smile, to lie to everyone around you who cares..
Yet you can't give up.
Not now. Not ever..
I can't give up.

1 comment:

  1. bella im trying my best to let u to be happy.cause i know when you really love someone u will never want her to be sad and the best i can do now the only thing i can is also what i hate the most is to left u alone....stay strong if u need a shoulder to cry on when u are sad im always there as i brother or friend maybe...u know what i mean....even though thats not what i want.....ssim uoy...

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