Thank you

I guess pretense is the best thing to do now.

I'll never forget you.

Ever.

ever..

ever.

You'll always have a special place in my heart.

I can feel the pain.

I can practically feel a million needles piercing through my heart right now.

I FEEL it.

That space in my chest. Something clutching tightly onto my heart.

But what can I do..?

It's so hard to let you go.

Im trying so hard not to cry.

Not to let another tear fall. So far i've suceeded.

Lets see how long I can pull this off.

Even if i do cry, never will I infront of anyone anymore.

I'm thinking of you 24/7 when I'm not doing anything.

I always have to occupy myself with something.

I've been avoiding your song.

Forcing myself not to listen to it, to stay away from it. Once I do,

My tears would fall. For you.

You're so hurt..your heart's broken. It really shatters me to see you like this.

Breaks my heart..breaks it over and over and over..and over again everytime I see you upset.

I never ever ever expected that it'd be so hard.

I'll always remember you. Never will I forget you...

Ever.