Saturday, December 25, 2010

Whats the matter now.

I really hate things being like this.
What did I do wrong now? What happened again to cause us to become like that again?
You were giving me the stupid silent treatment all the way today.
FOR?! What did i do again!
You moved away from me in the bus first. Did you expect me to scurry up next to you and be all like babyyyyy whats wronggggg~~
No. I'm not gna do that anymore.
I didn't even do anything. Yet you acted like that. What do you want???!
I didn't fucking do anything!!!!!!!
And earlier on today also.
You gave me a voucher for xmas. And then i got all cranky.
That was my wrong.
But do you want to know something?
I was not angry at all about the voucher.
Hell you can give me nothing at all for xmas and i still wouldn't be angry..
There was no 3rd month present. Nothing. And on the day of our 3rd month,
you didn't even remember. And you didn't even plan an outing with me.
We just sat around and did nothing.
I hate things being like that I really hate it.
You don't even make me feel like I'm your girlfriend at all, and I hate the way you are now.
Well, guess what ppl say is right.
You can't set your expectations too high.
You can't even set an expectation at all..guess I brought my hopes too high up.
Are you happy, honestly?
I did try my best to give you my all, to put everything I had in this relationship.
So, I hope tht you're happy. Cos I really did give it my best.
But one thing I know for sure is tht..I'm not happy..

1 comment:

  1. i just saw this 'blog' of yours well its too late to say anything still i have to say...i lei alot but my love to u was not a lie...if time can be turn back im sure nothing like that will happen...anyways i think im just too stupid and uncaring too take notice of whats going on before i dont think anything i say or do can change anything...how i wish you can just tell me all the unhappiness u have thing just might be different now..hahahs i know im very selfsenterd and full of pried...but do love u hahahas are u really happy with him? hope u do..i believe u have let go of the past...even i dont really want u to.hahahs LOL

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