Dear you;

I have so much to say to you. You don't know anything, you know.

You know nothing. Nothing at all abt what I feel.

You were right, what we had at first was not love.

But now, it is to me. I'm falling for you more and more each day.

When you just run off, like that, it hurts me. It rly does.

I know that you have no intention of hurting me. Neither do I expect you to stay with me when you have other more important things to attend to.

But..it just makes me feel like..it makes me feel like I'm not important.

Like there are things more important than me.

I know you'd tell me "No its not that, its just that those things are urgent and I rly have to attend to them thats all, its nothing to do with you not being important," so on and so forth.

But I can't help but feel that way..I don't know why either........

Actions speak louder than words..

I just...don't feel loved. No, not that.

I don't feel needed.

It almost seems as if, if I go one day, you'd still be able to continue with your life without a worry.

That if I suddenly disappear, you wouldn't be that affected.

I don't even know why I feel this way. ): I'm sorry.

But..you say you don't get jealous of anything, cos you trust me. Alright, fair enough a reason.

But hey, I get jealous, not because I don't trust you.

Because I'm scared of losing you to someone cos I don't believe that theres anything worth of good enough in me that'll make you stay.

I believe that there are people way better than me out there, that you would be happier with.

Tell me, whats so good about me?

You're living some tortorous life with me aren't you? I'm stubborn.

I'm super touchy and sensitive. Small things piss me off.

My attitude when I'm angry needs serious changing.

Maybe I should rly disappear......and see how you live without me..

I'm sure you can make it..well...thats good isn't it? (:

At least I wouldn't have to worry abt you if I rly did have to go one day..

........

right...?