K.

I have so many things to say to you, so many things that I wanna talk to you about.

There I times where I just wish that both of us could just be alone.

And that we wouldn't be saying anything at all..and you'd just be listening to me.

And I'd have all the time in the world to tell you whatever I'm feeling inside.

To say that I'm sorry...to tell you how I don't mean to hurt you at all.

And how much I really do love you.

And how I don't really blame you at all for anything..I really don't.

But it's just so hard for me to talk to you. I rly don't wanna ruin the times that I have with you,

because I never know when one's gna be the last.

I cherish each and every one of them, and I hate it when we fight.

I hate it when the mood dies I hate it when everything just gets ruined cos of me.

And how stubborn I always am.

Somehow, I just manage to ruin things every single time. \: I don't know why either.

And I'm sorry that we're always fighting over the dumbest things..

Sometimes, I just do rly stupid things, because I want your attention.

Not anyone elses, but yours.

I have no complaints about you at all. Just being able to be with you is enough.

Though you can't give me much, though you have nothing to offer me, its alright.

You don't have to give me anything. Just give me your sincerity.

Be faithful and truthful to me. Just be true to me, that's all thats need and that's enough.

Though I do get rly hurt at times. I still have no complaints about it.

Even if you don't give me much attention when we're together.....

Of course I want more attention from you. Hopefully you'll see soon.

Hopefully, you'll realise.

Today, I didn't want to go back home, cos I wanted to spend time with you, alone.

Cos whenever we're together, theres always others around most of the time.

And you're talking to them all the time not me.

No matter how hard I try to walk up and talk to you, you end up pushing me away..

And that's hurtful to me.

Maybe you don't mean it or realise it yourself. So..its okay.........

I really wanna tell you so many things...theres so much more I wanna say.

But I dont know how to. I dont know how to even type it out.

Sigh..