Your own way.

Its best to be yourself, and to make decisions for yourself.

Thts smth i've learnt recently. I mean, yeah, sure,

who wouldn't want everyone arnd them to support the decision that they make?

But obviously, not everyone would be supportive.

There would always be someone who disagrees, someone who gets shocked,

people who get hurt, then comes the gossip, and the drifting of friendships.

The decision that i've made did make things better for me.

I guess..........

Yeah. But I do feel guilty.

This person hasn't really did me wrong at all in the past.

Shes done nothing to me. \: well she did annoy the crap out of me though.

But hey its just her.

I don't know..I didn't hate her at all. But everyone around me did.

I tried looking at it from their angle but still couldn't see what they saw.

Till the day the confrontation came.

Hah. The day this person pushed all the fking blame on me.

Okay, so I did do wrongs too. I did say stuff. But HEY, HELLO GOOD MORHHHHNING.

YOU, said it too. And you made my friends sound sooooooooo mean and what not to you.

It really startled me. And I can't believe that I chose to believe you rather than my closer friends that i've known for years.

Why? Cos I felt sorry for you.

I viewed you like you were someone who was lost, someone that had nobody at all.

Someone who needed somebody else to guide you, who needed someone that cared.

And that sympathy I had was what forced me to tolerate you.

Although I still feel sad for you. Sincerely that is, I'm not being sacastic.

You do seem lost. \: I don't know, but hey.

I think that I do have a right to be pissed right. After you acted like you were so fking innocent.

Wtf is that man.

Anw, good luck to you. \: Idk what to say to you anymore, Im gna let this go.

I dont even know whether I made the right choice or not.

But I do trust my friends...yeah. There must be a reason why so many people views you this way.

There must be something. But why can't I see it? I really don't.

I honestly feel fucking guilty. From just breaking our friendship off like that.

I'm sorry.

I don't even know if you'll see this, you probably won't, but thats just the point of it I guess.

It is my blog even if you see it or not it doesn't really make a difference,

i just needa get this load off my chest.

Yeah..

I'm sorry.