So sick.

I'm sick of everything. Really.

Im so tired, so damn sick of waiting for you. I really need answers, you knw?

What you said, was it just a stupid excuse, or did you rly mean it?

Bcoz I rly don't know what to think. I rly don't, when you don't even tell me anything.

Will you just tell me, the truth? What I wna know?

Its fine if you don't feel that way towards me. I'll be okay.

But what's going on now isn't fine, I'm sure you can see it.

You can talk abt it to my friend so why can't you say it straight to me huh?

Is it easier that way to say it to my friend so that she'll tell me?

Do you somehow feel less guilty that way?

You keep giving me false hope. I swear. I don't know what to think about you.

I wna be over you. Srsly.

I want to. But I can't. I don't know why.

I've tried. But you've alrdy taken that special place in my heart.

Don't wry, it ain't your fault.

It's my fault.

For being so fucking blind.